Failure

created Tuesday, March 7th, 2006 1:55:42pm

A couple of years ago, I worked at this temporary gig for the
Transportation Safety Administration - not anything serious, just data
entry for people applying to be baggage handlers. It was run by a
company that hired people and flew them all over the country to do the
computers and logistics end of things, including the girl who was in
charge of the computers there. She had this red hair, played a guitar,
and had a killer body to go along with a lovely, exotic face. We
actually hit it off, and hung out one night. We went to the pool at
the hotel that night, and we ended up going back to her room. I hung
out while she took a shower, and then came out. WE SAT ON HER FUCKING
BED AND TALKED FOR AN HOUR. I didn't make a move, and she ended up
hooking up with this douchebag who worked across the hall. Why didn't
I just fucking kiss her?

Why does it haunt me 5 years later?

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